yea. more specifically my birthday July 24th 2013 till July 24th 2014. Not to change anything, honestly I think it’s when I was happiest. At least for a full year that I can remember.
I mean it had it’s moments. I was technically in a mental hospital at the start of the year ( yes I was in-patient for my birthday), and had been for almost 4 weeks at this point. But my long distance boyfriend sent me flowers. He somehow figured out how to order me flowers in London from Atlanta, and although I wished this was normal for him, it was extremely unlike him. Not from lack of wanting to, just lack of even trying. I cried. They were happy tears for once. This year also introduced a crush. I was healthy, mentally and physically. I travelled. I actually broke up with that boyfriend. I ate everything, laughed loudly and really enjoyed life. I yearn for that time in my life again. Carefree.
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