Day 17

So I have this album I love. In 2021 my life fell apart, and I don’t mean like a physical occurrence i.e. my house catching fire or a failed contract killer assassination attempt. It was, like always, a mental break down (justified). Anyway, I listed to this album all day everyday and it provided a small sliver of happiness in my soul. It was an artist I didn’t know well, so imagine my surprise when I found out the album was from 2020. Every song felt like a poem written specifically for me in my time of need. It helped steady me in the midst of violent winds. Her voice was soothing and calming, a part of me singing to myself that I was not alone. That’s how much I loved this album from that day forward. I told one of my best friends about how the album helped me at one of the darkest times of my life. I said it casually, while singing along at the top of my lungs during one of our 2 hr road trips into the city. I told random facts about myself so often it was something I figured everyone should know, like my favorite ice cream. Months later while feeling a ripple of the previous years world shattering earthquake, while crying and trying to catch my breath, he played my favorite song from the album. The one I heart wrenchingly joyously sang as I told him that it was my favorite album. I never felt so seen. He looked at me, silently reminding me that I could and would keep on.

This past week has been rough for me, not “the world is ending” difficult, but tough none the less. Just before I pulled out my laptop to write this post, he casually turned it on and I smiled, reminiscing. I realized that time in my life was no longer my anchor to this album, a thought maybe but not definite. His energy is calming, I love him almost as much as I love this album.

THE ALBUM– Tems, For Broken Ears

And if you’re as curious THE SONG– The Key

One thought on “Day 17

  1. No man can curse what God has made🫶🏾

    So glad you have your friend to help you see the light you’re emitting in this world (cause it’s certainly meaningful to us that know you) and that you have a way to experience calm and peace during those moments of chaos/turmoil. Love you chica!

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